I have a few big regrets in life. And I explain them in this video. I think there is value in regret. The things you regret in life. Success comes after you realize what you have done wrong in life.
I feel huge regret for not starting to vlog years ago on YouTube.
As well as not taking a once in a life time opportunity to audition for Jim Henson of the Muppets himself.
Well, I certainly hope I limit my big regrets or better yet have none in my future.
Don’t miss the boat. Opportunities usually don’t come often.
I allow so much time to slip by. I question my intentions. Do I really want to do what I say I want? Or shall I say the things I want to be able to do. Things. Perhaps wanting too many…things is the problem. I have to admit; I lack motivation. What kind of creative person do I think I am if it’s so difficult to find it?. I allow too many distractions.
But I think my problem is grave. Procrastination is severe in my case. I never catch myself doing lazy things. Always things that open my mind. That I learn from. That seem productive. But they don’t move forward from that point A to point B where all the work is
Though it’s easy to blame my attention deficit disorder. And I know there must be accountability. My living with this deficit, takes my mind on a whirlwind of distractions discombobulated from a sane world. It’s like my senses are always absorbing everything around me. Unable to focus in on one thing.
A orgy of sensory stimulation….
Until I land on full hyper focus mode. Stimulating and Instant reward. But still unproductive.
Creativity is not a result from a knack of a natural flowing well of inspiration It’s something needs to be cultivated by diligently and deliberately coerced into existence.